Thoughtful Preparation

I am in thoughtful preparation for more changes in my life.

I plan on working on intense introspection and self-examination, and making a strident effort to attain a state of true humility by contemplating the vastness, wonderfulness, and inscrutable intricacies of the universe and my rightful place within it.

I want to let go of ego and stop trying to cling to people who obviously are not interested in going deep.  I need to go deep.  I am 56 years old and my time is going by faster every day.  I cannot waste anymore of it.  I want deep ties with people I care about and who care about me.  I want ties with people who are not afraid to connect.  I don’t want surface bullshit anymore because that is all it is.

So what is my rightful place in life?  That is to be determined and I am stepping my foot on that path as I write this.