I am in thoughtful preparation for more changes in my life.
I plan on working on intense introspection and self-examination, and making a strident effort to attain a state of true humility by contemplating the vastness, wonderfulness, and inscrutable intricacies of the universe and my rightful place within it.
I want to let go of ego and stop trying to cling to people who obviously are not interested in going deep. I need to go deep. I am 56 years old and my time is going by faster every day. I cannot waste anymore of it. I want deep ties with people I care about and who care about me. I want ties with people who are not afraid to connect. I don’t want surface bullshit anymore because that is all it is.
So what is my rightful place in life? That is to be determined and I am stepping my foot on that path as I write this.