I missed him

I cannot lie

I missed him

It does not mean I want to be with him.  I just missed him.  It made my heart hurt.  I almost cried.  Hearts are so fragile and I sometimes wish I could just get a shot in my heart that makes it all better.

It doesn’t work that way

I should probably just put on Phantom of the Opera and cry it out

I want to kick my own ass for being so sentimental…but it is who I am

It will get better

I think what makes it worse is that I am pretty sure he has not missed me one bit