I cannot lie
I missed him
It does not mean I want to be with him. I just missed him. It made my heart hurt. I almost cried. Hearts are so fragile and I sometimes wish I could just get a shot in my heart that makes it all better.
It doesn’t work that way
I should probably just put on Phantom of the Opera and cry it out
I want to kick my own ass for being so sentimental…but it is who I am
It will get better
I think what makes it worse is that I am pretty sure he has not missed me one bit