I am making the choice to face my triggers. I will feel the fear and the anger. I will hate when warranted. I will love when it is earned. I will embrace my shadow and begin to heal. Like Lilith who refused to lay on her back screaming “HELL NO!” and climbed the wall to have sex with demons I make the choice to climb the wall of your double standards, lies, manipulation, oppression and rules. I am throwing aside the search for fairy tale love and taking a bite from the apple of ecstasy. I will savor every juicy bite and throw the remains at the feet of my enemies and those who have betrayed me.
I will no longer lay down
I will no longer be nice
I will no longer smile and pretend
I will dance and create a powerful circle of magic
Then I will cast a spell and spin a web to catch the next who dares to try and capture me
The dance of magical ecstacy is the dance I choose for my life